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		<pubDate>Mon, 08 Feb 2010 16:21:41 +0000</pubDate>
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		<title>怎么就这么准呢</title>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 04 Jul 2009 07:31:59 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Lucy</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[張震嶽 - 思念是一種病 [Listen to audio on original post from http://LucyInSite.com]
<p>詞/曲：齊秦/張震嶽　女聲：蔡健雅</p>
<p>以澡洗面，借睡浇愁。还没来够哇？我他妈再也不送人了，爱哪哪儿待。</p>
<p>也别来送我。</p>
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<p><span style="color: #999999;">詞/曲：齊秦/張震嶽　女聲：蔡健雅</span></p>
<p><span style="color: #ffffff;">以澡洗面，借睡浇愁。还没来够哇？我他妈再也不送人了，爱哪哪儿待。</span></p>
<p><span style="color: #ffffff;">也别来送我。</span></p>
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		<title>纠结</title>
		<link>http://lucyinsite.com/2009/03/love-will-keep-us-alive/</link>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 05 Mar 2009 12:42:26 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Lucy</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[<p>“厮混出感情了，就难全身而退了。”</p>
<p>我们几个还能再复杂一点不？还能更纠结一点不？不科学不和谐。</p>
<p>不论最后怎样，我永远爱你们。</p>
<p>It&#8217;s been a long time
My, but we learn so slow
and heroes, they come and they go
and leave us behind
As if we&#8217;re supposed to know why&#8230;
Why do we give up our hearts to the past?
and why must we grow up so fast?</p>
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>“厮混出感情了，就难全身而退了。”</p>
<p>我们几个还能再复杂一点不？还能更纠结一点不？不科学不和谐。</p>
<p>不论最后怎样，我永远爱你们。</p>
<p>It&#8217;s been a long time<br />
My, but we learn so slow<br />
and heroes, they come and they go<br />
and leave us behind<br />
As if we&#8217;re supposed to know why&#8230;<br />
Why do we give up our hearts to the past?<br />
and why must we grow up so fast?</p>
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		<title>Stop This Train</title>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 13 Feb 2009 14:07:12 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Lucy</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[<p>这两天RP很好，遇到的人都很nice。</p>
<p>火车票买得很顺利，而且座位号很好：6车厢18号下铺。前天下午检票前给了5块钱让小红帽给运到站台上，站台有个乘务员美女姐姐/阿姨还叫我美女说我衣服好看，她也想买一件（看来没有白去H&#38;M细细扫货）。她还让我领头排队，于是我第一个上车并抢占了有利的行李位置。一般来说只有一种人叫我美女会让我心花怒放，那就是和我利益不相干（比如不是招揽生意的）的女性。这应该是对我最好的认可吧？如果男的叫我美女我会觉得这个人很浅薄而且不怀好意，而且还有贬低我的意思，好像我就靠一张脸混饭吃一样（其实我纯粹是拖四川女性后腿的角色）。</p>
<p></p>
<p>一上火车发现周围全是在同路去上学的绵阳帅哥。屁股还没坐热就开始自报家门然后打扑克分吃喝，结果让我错过了给绵中的再见注目礼。过去的一周真是帅哥倾巢出动，而且他们还老让我遇见。在绵阳就感觉街上多了很多养眼的情侣，到了这边感觉上海男的也比以前顺眼多了。今天傍晚走路去逛乐购路过韩寒家院门口还正好遇到一辆黑锃锃的法拉利越野进了小区（如果没搞错的话那车非他莫属）。继续说火车上，旁边的人很多都是绵中的，请我吃果冻橘子喝奶茶什么的，开心死了。我们聊得天南海北。说到地震带来的感动，有个第二军医大大一的男生说他报军校就是因为地震时的解放军让他很敬佩。他们几个男女生还有很多小学初中高中同学的联系，还有个帅哥的高中同学是我校四川帮的组织人，而且我们是因为他学希腊语才肯定就是同一个人。绵阳真小啊，感觉真好。我的手机头天晚上左边格子（秦岭信号不好）全部没有右边是满格，疯狂电话短信了之后第二天晚上就成了左边满格右边没有了（没电）。</p>
<p>K292就是很舒服，首先车是成都铁路局的，上面的工作人员清一色美女姐姐和帅哥叔叔+家乡音，小吃和兜售的快餐全是四川家常菜，看着闻着就舒服。其次K292比K284（上海局）新，而且干净很多，厕所干净，洗刷很勤，里面还挂着除臭丸。第三K292的硬卧床和走廊有隔板，和软卧的差别只是6床没门而已，很科学很和谐，而且每个6床间还有个小电视看，这次还放了我最喜欢的电影《纵横四海》。最后K292走的路线很大众（要过西安宝鸡等等大站），路程比K284短（路线是M型，耗时费力），价格也更低。这次居然能买到票真是大幸。</p>
<p>我是个很喜欢坐火车的人（现在空调车太闷稍有不适）。一条长龙从繁华的城市开往另一个城市，飞速越过原野和土地，经过守旧和愚昧的山村，驶过红的黄的黑的土丘矮坡和绿油油的山岭，一路上绵羊山羊奶牛……飞机的旅程是为了到达目的地，而乘火车就有一种自在游历的感觉，让人真切地感受到世界这个小的连贯球体，小到慢慢的走也有一天可以走完这些路。</p>
<p>然而世界又是庞大的，火车没日没夜不分昼夜日以继夜地行进，时间的累积又让人感到路途的遥远和疲惫。就像John Mayer的歌 Stop The Train，其实就是讲的人生。</p>
<p>这已经是我第二次搬出这首歌了，上次是抓紧年轻。
Stop This Train &#8211; John Mayer</p>
<p>[Listen to audio on original post from http://LucyInSite.com]</p>
<p>No, I&#8217;m not colorblind
I know the world is black and white
Try to keep an open mind
But I just can&#8217;t sleep on this tonight</p>
<p>Stop this train
I wanna get off
And go home again
I can&#8217;t take the speed it&#8217;s moving in
I know [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>这两天RP很好，遇到的人都很nice。</p>
<p>火车票买得很顺利，而且座位号很好：6车厢18号下铺。前天下午检票前给了5块钱让小红帽给运到站台上，站台有个乘务员美女姐姐/阿姨还叫我美女说我衣服好看，她也想买一件（看来没有白去H&amp;M细细扫货）。她还让我领头排队，于是我第一个上车并抢占了有利的行李位置。一般来说只有一种人叫我美女会让我心花怒放，那就是和我利益不相干（比如不是招揽生意的）的女性。这应该是对我最好的认可吧？如果男的叫我美女我会觉得这个人很浅薄而且不怀好意，而且还有贬低我的意思，好像我就靠一张脸混饭吃一样（其实我纯粹是拖四川女性后腿的角色）。</p>
<p><span id="more-699"></span></p>
<p>一上火车发现周围全是在同路去上学的绵阳帅哥。屁股还没坐热就开始自报家门然后打扑克分吃喝，结果让我错过了给绵中的再见注目礼。过去的一周真是帅哥倾巢出动，而且他们还老让我遇见。在绵阳就感觉街上多了很多养眼的情侣，到了这边感觉上海男的也比以前顺眼多了。今天傍晚走路去逛乐购路过韩寒家院门口还正好遇到一辆黑锃锃的法拉利越野进了小区（如果没搞错的话那车非他莫属）。继续说火车上，旁边的人很多都是绵中的，请我吃果冻橘子喝奶茶什么的，开心死了。我们聊得天南海北。说到地震带来的感动，有个第二军医大大一的男生说他报军校就是因为地震时的解放军让他很敬佩。他们几个男女生还有很多小学初中高中同学的联系，还有个帅哥的高中同学是我校四川帮的组织人，而且我们是因为他学希腊语才肯定就是同一个人。绵阳真小啊，感觉真好。我的手机头天晚上左边格子（秦岭信号不好）全部没有右边是满格，疯狂电话短信了之后第二天晚上就成了左边满格右边没有了（没电）。</p>
<p>K292就是很舒服，首先车是成都铁路局的，上面的工作人员清一色美女姐姐和帅哥叔叔+家乡音，小吃和兜售的快餐全是四川家常菜，看着闻着就舒服。其次K292比K284（上海局）新，而且干净很多，厕所干净，洗刷很勤，里面还挂着除臭丸。第三K292的硬卧床和走廊有隔板，和软卧的差别只是6床没门而已，很科学很和谐，而且每个6床间还有个小电视看，这次还放了我最喜欢的电影《纵横四海》。最后K292走的路线很大众（要过西安宝鸡等等大站），路程比K284短（路线是M型，耗时费力），价格也更低。这次居然能买到票真是大幸。</p>
<p>我是个很喜欢坐火车的人（现在空调车太闷稍有不适）。一条长龙从繁华的城市开往另一个城市，飞速越过原野和土地，经过守旧和愚昧的山村，驶过红的黄的黑的土丘矮坡和绿油油的山岭，一路上绵羊山羊奶牛……飞机的旅程是为了到达目的地，而乘火车就有一种自在游历的感觉，让人真切地感受到世界这个小的连贯球体，小到慢慢的走也有一天可以走完这些路。</p>
<p>然而世界又是庞大的，火车没日没夜不分昼夜日以继夜地行进，时间的累积又让人感到路途的遥远和疲惫。就像John Mayer的歌 Stop The Train，其实就是讲的人生。</p>
<p>这已经是我第二次搬出这首歌了，上次是<a href="http://lucyinsite.com/2008/07/summer-of-maturing/" target="_blank">抓紧年轻</a>。<br />
<span style="color: #3366ff;"><strong>Stop This Train &#8211; John Mayer</strong></span></p>
<p>[Listen to audio on original post from http://LucyInSite.com]</p>
<p><span style="color: #3366ff;">No, I&#8217;m not colorblind<br />
I know the world is black and white<br />
Try to keep an open mind<br />
But I just can&#8217;t sleep on this tonight</span></p>
<p><span style="color: #3366ff;">Stop this train<br />
I wanna get off<br />
And go home again<br />
I can&#8217;t take the speed it&#8217;s moving in<br />
I know I can&#8217;t<br />
But honestly, won&#8217;t someone stop this train?</span></p>
<p><span style="color: #3366ff;">Don&#8217;t know how else to say it<br />
Don&#8217;t want to see my parents go<br />
One generation&#8217;s length away<br />
From fighting life out on my own</span></p>
<p><span style="color: #3366ff;">Stop this train<br />
I wanna get off<br />
And go home again<br />
I can&#8217;t take the speed it&#8217;s moving in<br />
I know I can&#8217;t<br />
But honestly, won&#8217;t someone stop this train?</span></p>
<p><span style="color: #3366ff;">So scared of getting older<br />
I&#8217;m only good at being young<br />
So I play the numbers game<br />
To find a way to say that life has just begun</span></p>
<p><span style="color: #3366ff;">Had a talk with my old man<br />
Said &#8220;help me understand&#8221;<br />
He said &#8220;turn sixty-eight<br />
You renegotiate&#8221;</span></p>
<p><span style="color: #3366ff;">&#8220;Don&#8217;t stop this train<br />
Don&#8217;t for a minute change the place you&#8217;re in<br />
And don&#8217;t think I couldn&#8217;t ever understand<br />
I tried my hand<br />
John, honestly we&#8217;ll never stop this train&#8221;</span></p>
<p><span style="color: #3366ff;">Once in a while, when it&#8217;s good<br />
It&#8217;ll feel like it should<br />
And they&#8217;re all still around<br />
And you&#8217;re still safe and sound<br />
And you don&#8217;t miss a thing<br />
Till you cry when you&#8217;re driving away in the dark<br />
</span></p>
<p><span style="color: #3366ff;">Singing<br />
Stop this train<br />
I wanna get off<br />
And go home again<br />
I can&#8217;t take the speed it&#8217;s moving in<br />
I know I can<br />
Cause now I see I&#8217;ll never stop this train</span></p>
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		<title>Fed up</title>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 05 Apr 2008 14:51:23 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Lucy</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[<p>Maybe it&#8217;s been me gulping down all those flicks to show off my &#8220;seen&#8221; record. These days I&#8217;ve been so sick of all the movies. Those I&#8217;ve been watching recently either are commercial clichés with &#8220;cute babes&#8221; starring in them or are profound ones on so called &#8220;top&#8221;s. To these I can just throw a [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Maybe it&#8217;s been me gulping down all those flicks to show off my &#8220;seen&#8221; record. These days I&#8217;ve been so sick of all the movies. Those I&#8217;ve been watching recently either are commercial clichés with &#8220;cute babes&#8221; starring in them or are profound ones on so called &#8220;top&#8221;s. To these I can just throw a few words to DouBan message boards, because they are not worth my noting, or too much for me to write about. What I want to say is, all these inputs without outputs are smothering me.</p>
<p>It has been a while since I wrote something about movies, or actually enjoyed watching one. Why is it so hard to find a decent film any more? Or maybe I&#8217;m so used to all the Hollywood shit, cause European and Asian films sometimes strikes me deeper. Anyway, I&#8217; don&#8217;t think there will be any output for another while.</p>
<p>All these stars, entertainment,  the big show biz, &lt;strong&gt;they&#8217;ll pass!&lt;/strong&gt; They have killed me and they are killing me. I&#8217;m at this time which probably is the most important phase of my precious life. I need to study, to struggle, to find an internship and finally a nice job. Look how Norma Desmond&#8217;s miserable life turned out in Sunset Blvd. OK, it&#8217;s fictional. How about  Bela Lugosi in Ed Wood? To quote what I&#8217;ve just seen, the &#8220;razzle-dazzle&#8221;, the &#8220;appearances&#8221; it &#8220;chews you up, then spits you out&#8221;.  &#8220;First celebrity ever to check into rehab.&#8221; This is real! But I don&#8217;t think it&#8217;s such a bid deal nowadays. People like Lindsey Lohan pretty much sums it up for me. &#8220;If you look good and you talk well, people will swallow anything.&#8221; I&#8217;m just saying, all those pretty will be old and frail and vanish as we do. We all are ordinary people.</p>
<p>I think I&#8217;ll lay off seeing all my stock of movies until my dulled nerves are elastic again.  So DON&#8217;T recommend any more films to me. Don&#8217;t tell me you&#8217;ve just watch ABCD blah blah and tell me how interesting, intriguing and incredible it is. I would be annoyed if you did.</p>
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